Black dragon

I came, I saw a little...nothing to conquer!

I settled down, quieted the mind ( which is pretty quiet these days anyhow), got pretty tingly, saw some faces which reminded me of men I used to know, a former neighbor, my daughter's tai kwon do instructor

<shrug>, visualized the first symbol which quickly turned into a whitish

tunnel, headed through it. I remember thinking, piece of cake, I'll be able to stay conscious and remember it all! At which point I passed out!

I must have had a great time because I woke up early feeling wonderful in body, mind and spirit. I should note here I am not a morning person!

I must have made some friends because new voices are talking to me this morning. I may finally have the nagging help I need to keep on track, because so far the messages have been on the line of 'get your lazy butt out of bed!' and 'the only way you will lose the lead (excess weight) is by dragging it along the pavement!' -all said with utmost kindness. I am such a mental space cadet (if you will pardon the phrase!) that this is the sort of help I desperately need.

They were even -ahem- in the shower with me this morning. I was shampooing my hair, bemoaning how it has thinned with age and (this sounds really stupid) wishing/wondering if there was any way they could help me get my thick hair back. Then this voice said, "We don't need hair, why should you?" So here I am standing in the shower talking to this um...being about why I look better with hair! Struck me quite funny.

I don't want to make a nuisance of myself but I would love to visit again. And again. It felt very much like home. And today I feel very loved.

P.S. I just noticed that there is some sort of fine vibration/energy within my being that I have not felt before. It feels very good, I hope it stays! :-)

After my second visit last night, I had a dream about running out of gas, that while I knew my tank was low, apparently my gas gauge was off. Well, I was at about 1/8 of a tank this morning so I took their suggestion and hot footed it to the gas station first thing. Who knows, I'm not taking chances!

Light bulbs, gas gauges, is nothing too small for their notice?!

part 2

I went back. This time I was able to be aware of more, I could physically see things but still only like fuzzy shifting lights, I felt like I couldn't focus too well. I had some wonderful conversations which answered some long term questions I had.

Turns out we have a mutual friend, a huge and powerful, wonderful Black Dragon who does very important work in a number of dimensions. "We know him well," they said, "and those who do not know him know of him." (It is a long story but you need to know for this narrative that although I don't actually see him very often these days, he is my consort, and ultimately when I pass over we will be together.) While the dragon tells me bits and pieces, communication and explanations are not his strong point, to put it mildly, so my new friends were telling me more about the dragon and what it is he does. This was a long conversation which would fill an entire other post. I learned a lot!

And they expressed to me how pleased they were that at long last he had found a love to share his life with and <blush> they could see that I was a good match for him, that they could see why he went to all that trouble for me (what trouble? I have no idea what they are talking about save that he had to get permission from my guides and overseers to approach me as a suitor. I sense there is something more I don't know!)

Then they observed that they could see that I truly loved him for himself not his power by the way my heart softened every time I spoke of him. They even went so far as to give us a room of our own - The Bridal Suite, they called it! - always at our disposal for us to meet in so it would be easier for us to get together. This room I actually saw a little, mostly white, one wall seemed mostly windows with a lovely view, but the overall impression I got was a lot of sheer white fabric draped on the bed and the windows, wafting gently in the breeze. It was lovely.

I know there was more but this is the part I remember right now. In a few short days I have gone from wondering why I was here to feeling I just met some long lost friends. When you consider that it was only 10 to 14 days ago that I was guided to pick up an old Ashtar related book at the used book store which led me here just in time for the voyage, I know without a doubt it was meant to be.

Blessings, Orea

:-) Orea

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Squat, nada, nyet, zero, nothing

Here's my story. I don't have one!

I so looked forward to this voyage. I signed up the first day. I was ready.

Finally the day came; December 7, 1998. I re-read the instructions like a good boy should. I even did the deep breathing, said the saying, thought the thoughts and visualized the wheels; or whatever they were. The first graphic appealed to me for some reason. The thought even occurred to me that if you used the other graphic symbol that you would go to a different ship.

Nothing happened. Squat, nada, nyet, zero, nothing. I appealed to my higher self; still nothing. I asked my higher self to please get off of its dead ass; still nothing. So that night was a bust.

The next night I felt some little activity around me. I guess the verdict was a "no go" from the peanut gallery because my efforts went unrewarded. Buddy, I had that symbol spinning like a top. That thing was screaming. I think I created a sooped up model.

The last night I went to bed early in the hopes that I'd pass out and something would happen despite me. I did the calming and protection and decrees and visualization. Then I said the hell with everything and shortly started to see "stuff"; I can't remember. I was only half conscious and then I woke up. Nothing. So my question is, after all this - what voyage?

Paul Simone

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Tiny recollection

Hi everyone! Just the tiniest little recollection of what happened before I conked out during the meditation last night....having stepped through the spinning circle (had quite a lot of difficulty imagining that) I found myself in front of a doorway, as wide as it was tall, with a curved top to it. It was closed and I could sense it opened 'electronically'. It was very modern and minimalist in design. I sensed a being or two around. It was a very clear vision, which I tried to build on and imagined the door opening into a corridor curving out of site. At that point the clarity went and I started wondering if I was making it up from the various Star Treck movies Ive seen ! I fell asleep then. I will try again today. Do let me know if anyone saw me there! Incidentally a friend of mine did it (Stephanie) and she remembered to look for a flower...it was back and red, kind of spiky. If anyone else saw the same let me know!

Love to you all, fellow adventurors Susanx

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Attended class

Hi guys! I went on the voyage at least twice. Something that stands out in my mind is a class I was in. I can't quite remember the details, I just remember thinking it was a class about our betterment. Does anyone recall anything like this because for me, the details are really sketchy.

Luv ya all Xane

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Lots of Light

Hello all! I got up very early & did the voyage this a.m. I kept debating thinking I might not have enough time before work but decided to do it anyway! After doing my clearing the whole experience took about 1-1/2 hrs earth time. I felt lots of light around me before I even got up to start the process; all the support was wonderful. After waking up after the "experience" I felt so much love around me and so energetic, and am still feeling it at work. Consciously I don't recall anything but look forward to this.

Look forward to hearing about your experiences!

Blessings, Barbara

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Learned how to fly

For some weeks now I have been following the list and learning much through the group effort of love and light that is blatantly flowing through this list and thus all you. At this time I'm reading the various experiences that the 'voyage' has produced within us all and with each experience I read a broader smile seems to stream across my face. As part of the group effort I feel I should put my bit in as well....so this is why I write.

On Sunday evening about (about 8:00pm) I settled myself and went into meditation but due to a 'heavy' day at work I felt a bit tired and as such my concentration wasn't up to much.....just as my mind begins to wonder in meditation I get a strong sensation from my inner-voice telling me to lie down and take a quick nap....first I think otherwise because I've been looking forward to the voyage but in the end I give in due to the persistence of this voice (or feeling)....I lay down for a few minutes (my ears still buzzing from my brief meditation) and then I feel a subtle raising of vibration...this continues for some time until the buzzing noise is VERY high-pitched....then the noise begins to resemble soothing melodies....I might also add that although I was still aware of my physical body I had no control over it, "dead weight" would be an adequate description.

On with the story.....as I'm hearing these melodies and feeling these vibrations I begin to see the Sun shining bright in the sky...this made me think because it was dark when I went into meditation....at this point I get a feeling of knowingness that instructs me that time doesn't matter as I've now left 'Earth time' and as such anything goes (so to speak).....As I carry on rising through this beautiful Sunlit and very calming sky I see a very large formation of clouds...these also look extra special and again I get that knowingness that these clouds are either ships, cities or some other form of higher dimensional energy...anyhow it seems I'm making a b-line for them in any case......I don't recall entering but I do recall someone telling me about the Pleides and that I have alot of LOve there.....then I'm told part of my mission is to write, another scene switch takes place and I'm in my home learning how to fly....by fly I mean learning to navigate my body (light-body perhaps?) as if it were weightless..had much fun doing this (laughing). Alot went on while I was in my home enviroment.......some of it was fear-based and as such I realise I still got some 'issues' to intergrate....at one point I turned on the light in my hallway and the bulb had gone, when I went to the front door I sighted an empty lightbulb-box (don't ask me?)...at this point I woke up.

I had been sleeping (?) for over an hour even though in the other state it seemed much longer. When I awoke my whole 'being' was on fire, I felt very energetic....very charged! Thoughts of every kind started wizzing through my head I ended up just sitting there for 4 hours in silence with all these thoughts constantly flowing through my being...intense doesn't describe it, I knew something was afoot because its a rare occurence that keeps me set still for 4 hours *s*. Of course the next day when Mr Logical thinking mind started to try to interpret it I began to believe I just had a good dream...and a pretty vivid one at that but as I write this now and get it out of my system I'm thinking otherwise.

Well thats it...just thought I had to share it...nothing too spectacular but I enjoyed it all the same.....and one more thing the day after the above encounter I switched on my hallway light and guess what?...the bulb blown as soon as I touched the switch (?)....so I figure someones trying to tell me its time I put a new ligHT in this old socket. *s*

LOve and ligHT Cansa

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With inner child

I'm not sure what happened, but I have enjoyed your experiences so I will share mine too.

Earlier in the day I had found myself hurt and angry, but I realized very soon that it was coming from a past hurt as a child. So I went back in meditation and 'helped' my inner child through a traumatic experience. Last night I found myself a quiet place and began to prepare for the voyage. Everything was fine until I created a portal large enough to step through.

Suddenly my inner child stepped out and I decided she should go instead. She kept holding her hand out to me but I didn't know if we could both go because of the scan. She giggled and said we were the same and wouldn't they be surprised on the ship. Then we started debating what we would wear on our 'adventure'. This had a lot to do with the earlier healing work so we laughed and had fun with it. I don't remember going through the portal.

Then I and my inner child were sitting on a big lawn swing under a full moon. We were two people, and yet we weren't. I started hearing a soft beautiful sound and I wondered if it were the ship's engines. Then I realized the ship didn't use that kind of power and I felt a little sad because I didn't think I'd made it to the ship. I dismissed that feeling right away and decided to enjoy the sound and the moonlight and the swing. I realized the sound was one of my favourite things. It was the sound of frogs in a spring pond. I began to rock gently and peacefully in the swing and just listen. It had never sounded so sweet!

At the same time I never lost awareness of my physical body. My body was swaying as I did on the swing. I felt like three people, and yet one, all at the same time. I also thought I had only achieved a relaxed state and not meditation. I remember sighing because I hadn't seen the ship and then I was totally back in my body. It felt like I'd only been there a total of five minutes, but it had been over an hour.

At no time did I feel separate from my physical form as I usually do in meditation so I'm not sure if I even achieved that state. All I can say is that it was very peaceful! After the unpleasant sounds I've been in tune with for the last few days this was beautiful. Today the annoying pitch is back but it's easy to move it 'up'.

Namaste Carol

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It was real!

I went on the Voyage Tuesday night (12/8), but I have not had the pleasure of remembering anything yet! But the coolest part was that I stayed totally awake while my "3-D blueprint" was gone on the ships! I saw beautfiul colors come in before I went, then a tugging at the right side of my head. I felt like I was being pulled out of my body, but I wasn't afraid. My body felt like lead (I couldn't move) and I felt TOTALLY protected!!! I was gone for about an hour. I felt very detached from my body, but I was awake and my 'mind' of course was babbling, as usual. Then I felt my eyelids blink, and I could move again. My arms had gone totally 'asleep' and it took me awhile before I could move fully again. I was actually very happy that I stayed awake because then I was certain that it worked! It was real!!

I'm really looking forward to hearing what others experienced to see if it helps me to remember something.

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